This was one of the worst days of my life.
I remember going into the 12-week scan full of excitement and joy. It was my first pregnancy and I couldn't wait to see the tiny bean! I didn't understand what was happening at first. The technician couldn't see very well and said she was going to have to use the vaginal probe instead of the ultrasound. I waited anxiously while she searched around....a tiny teddy bear shaped baby in the corner! It was small, measuring 9 weeks instead of 12, and I knew my dates were right. The technician was so so quiet. I don't know why, but I didn't even think to look for the flashy heartbeat - there was none. She then said, "I'm so sorry," and I knew. This is a day that haunts me more than any other day in this whole process. The shock, the despair, the unknown of what would come next. My whole world fell apart in that moment. - @sadtoday21
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